Remember I said recently something about a good friend of mine telling me that he loves me ? Well, he isn’t just “a friend” anymore.. he’s my boyfriend now. Somehow he convinced me that we should at least try. And here I am.. in a relationship. I never thought that I would ever be in a relationship with HIM. I told him that I don’t feel the same but he just said I will. But I don’t think I ever will. Maybe it’s because “O”. Never, not once, I have felt the way about others as I felt about him. And it feels like I can never love someone the same way I love him. It’s not like I don’t think I can find another guy, in fact, my boyfriend now might be better than him. But the truth is, I don’t want that. I want him. I know it’s weird, but I want the stupid fights, jealousy and all that kind of both cute and angry-stuff he used to do and say, I would even want the pain. As long it’s from him, it’s alright. Because I love him. And I know, even I found a guy who’s just like him, both personality and looks, I still wouldn’t be able to love that guy the same way I loved him. I feel so bad right now cause I don’t love my boyfriend but I don’t want to hurt him. He’s so cute to me but I don’t deserve it.. 

Abortion seems to be the only medical procedure that people want to deny you based on how you got in that situation.

Drove drunk, got in an accident and need an organ transplant? No problem.

Messing around with a gun, accidentally shoot yourself in the leg and need surgery? Of course.

Smoke tobacco for most of your life and need treatment for lung cancer? Yep.

Climb a tree, fall out and break your leg? We’ll fix that right up.

Have sex and get pregnant when you don’t want to be? YOU GOT YOURSELF INTO THIS SITUATION AND YOU DESERVE NO MEDICAL HELP OR COMPASSION! THIS IS YOUR FAULT AND YOU WILL DEAL WITH THE CONSEQUENCES!

Worry About Your Own Uterus  (via metaphorically)

(via uglyfacebeautifulmind)

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